Friday, 18 September 2009
.:: Ramadan Goes... Syawal Comes ::.
I'm still not sleepy and I just feel like blogging... Its been a week I've not done so... Need to let off some steam over here...Aidilfitri is just about 24hrs more to go.... Home is sort of ready... nothing glamourous for this year... Just use whatever I have previously...Except of course we bought new clothes for the 1st day of Syawal...
Ramadan came and almost gone like a breeze. Time doesn't flies anymore but just came in a rush without even waiting for us to catch up... I didn't prepare much this year and I didn't even feel like celebrating....
I discovered that as we grow older, our enthusiasm for Aidilfitri starts to diminish.... Can't wait to get over and done with all the visiting, putting on nice clothes and make-up.... Seriously! Doing all this for the sake of my parents and Ilyas.... Other than that, I just felt like hibernating at home and eating up all the cookies in front of the telly!
Towards the end of Ramadan, I felt a lil melancholic as I felt that I didn't make full use of the holy month to ponder, reflect and be spiritually involved. Well, I'm never too sure if I'm gonna see the next Ramadan, but I do hope that I'm able to..... Suddenly there's a rush of emotions and feelings that 'I'm not ready to go yet - kinda feeling', if you know what I mean....
Hokay, enuf of emo-moments! To me, this year's Ramadan has some 'turn of events' affecting my life....if not directly, some are indirectly..... Well, whatever come may.... Bring it on! Like any other shitty moments I've ever faced before, I'll pull thru the next challenges God has to offer me, insya Allah!
Labels: Aidilfitri, Ramadan, Ramblings
