Sunday, 27 September 2009
.:: Pinch Me Please? ::.
Not too sure if I should jump for joy or to creep into a corner and cry? Errr... tears of joy perhaps? hehe...Having mixed emotions and not to sure on how I should feel at the moment... after what I've read and re-read a couple of times...
I was like in a dream and was hoping not to be woken up but at the same time I was wondering if what was declared was really true?
Can someone, pinch me please?.... Ouch!
For now, its okay, just lemme fall into a deep sleep with a huge smile on my face....Don't wake me up if its a dream...
:)
Labels: Ramblings
Friday, 18 September 2009
.:: Ramadan Goes... Syawal Comes ::.
I'm still not sleepy and I just feel like blogging... Its been a week I've not done so... Need to let off some steam over here...Aidilfitri is just about 24hrs more to go.... Home is sort of ready... nothing glamourous for this year... Just use whatever I have previously...Except of course we bought new clothes for the 1st day of Syawal...
Ramadan came and almost gone like a breeze. Time doesn't flies anymore but just came in a rush without even waiting for us to catch up... I didn't prepare much this year and I didn't even feel like celebrating....
I discovered that as we grow older, our enthusiasm for Aidilfitri starts to diminish.... Can't wait to get over and done with all the visiting, putting on nice clothes and make-up.... Seriously! Doing all this for the sake of my parents and Ilyas.... Other than that, I just felt like hibernating at home and eating up all the cookies in front of the telly!
Towards the end of Ramadan, I felt a lil melancholic as I felt that I didn't make full use of the holy month to ponder, reflect and be spiritually involved. Well, I'm never too sure if I'm gonna see the next Ramadan, but I do hope that I'm able to..... Suddenly there's a rush of emotions and feelings that 'I'm not ready to go yet - kinda feeling', if you know what I mean....
Hokay, enuf of emo-moments! To me, this year's Ramadan has some 'turn of events' affecting my life....if not directly, some are indirectly..... Well, whatever come may.... Bring it on! Like any other shitty moments I've ever faced before, I'll pull thru the next challenges God has to offer me, insya Allah!
Labels: Aidilfitri, Ramadan, Ramblings
Friday, 11 September 2009
.:: Rojak Ramblings ::.
Hokay, I miss blogging.... haven't been doing dat for a week! Couple of stuff didn't manage to blog about... kinda busy and in a slacking mood at the same time....Padahal....tiap2 malam mengadap laptop and being online.... only the urge to blog isn't there...felt like lack of idea or stuff to blog about...hehe!
Must be one of those days facing writer's block again!
Beginning to hyperventilate for the past few days each time looking at my home condition which is like a Tongkang Pecah and Hari Raya is juz a week away... And on top of that Bebeh & Ilyas have yet to buy their baju raya....Yikes!
So gonna spend this weekend doing some clean up (hopefully) and a lil shopping at Geylang (hopefully too!) ... While tomorrow, Bebeh is gonna send Su Frostie for tyres balancing at JB, I'll be doing the pineapple tarts together with Mummy dearest...
Hokay, enuf of ramblings and updates here n there.... I wanna sleep.... Chiao peeps!
Labels: Ramblings
Thursday, 3 September 2009
.:: Testing 123 ::.
Hey peeps! I'm merely trying to blog using my hp. Not bad eh... Testing testing 123.Labels: Ramblings