Tuesday, 30 September 2008

.:: Foreign Expression ::.

Si je suis allé, allez-vous venir en demeure et la recherche de moi?


J'en doute, mon ami ...




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Sunday, 28 September 2008

.:: Eid Mubarak ::.

Here's taking the opportunity to wish all of my Muslim family & friends an Eid Mubarak...


Hope everything is according to your schedule in your last minute preparation to celabrate the 1st of Syawal.... hehe..


May Aidilfritri bring lots of joy and happiness to all of us...


As for my non-Muslim friends, do enjoy the upcoming mid-week break ya...


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Thursday, 25 September 2008

.:: S.I.C.K Entry ::.

My head is throbbing...

My body is aching...

My nose is blocked...

And my throat felt scratchy...

I think I'm falling sick...

I'm crawling to bed now...

Arrggghhhh.....

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Wednesday, 24 September 2008

.:: Roller Coaster Ride Of Emotions ::.

The past weeks, I've been on a roller coaster ride...well not the real stuff though...but its a roller coaster ride of emotions....

There would be days I would feel depressed and down but on other days I'd be chirpy and happy...

There would be days I felt angry and wanted to move on but the very next day I would feel okay and wanted to forgive and forget.....

No, its not PMS and its not that time of the month too...not too sure if its due to the fasting month....but its supposed to be a month of patience and abstinence...

This whole roller coaster thingy is making me more confused and agitated each day!!!!

Arrrgghh...God, please help me.... seems that Your miracle is not here yet.... S.O.S!

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Monday, 22 September 2008

.:: The Penipu ::.

I was laughing out loud when somebody described someone as "The Penipu" (cheater) in a photo description, uploaded recently....

This is the result of messing with a gal's heart even if that someone didn't have the intention of doing so.... and I told that someone, "You deserve it!" :)

That photo description made my day... I haven't had a good laugh for while and I can't help it but to dig out that someone from the grave again contact that someone to share my discovery...

To that someone, ok, u can crawl back to your grave again! hahaha....

Psst, raya da nak dekat, takpe, nanti bole mintak maaf dgn that someone for this cruel entry of mine!

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Saturday, 20 September 2008

.:: Fallen Angel ::.

The moment I sat at my workstation yesterday, I was overwhelmed with emotions and lets just say, not the positive ones....

For once I was totally out of focus and badly felt that I needed to get out! I took half day leave and met Bebeh after his Friday prayers...

Being with Bebeh, simply calms me down....I didn't need to tell or share anything with him but his presence...his aura is my strength... and I love him for that.... he completes me especially at times like this...

Did retail therapy to boost my sunken morale...furthermore, I've yet to start on anything of any sorts for the upcoming Eid.

Time is what I need for now but time is not on my side....I have to catch up with time instead to move on and I will....Enough of being lost in my own world... its time to wake up and face reality....

God, need a lil bit of Your miracle please.... For a start, please take away the pain....


A fallen angel is mending her broken wings...
And her broken heart.

Please give her some time...
And she will be fine.

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Wednesday, 17 September 2008

.:: Ya Kun ::.

I've worked late again just now...

And I had this for iftar...

Errr...except for the 'drumstick' which is actually meant to cushion my wrist!





Yummy!

And Ya Kun did not run out of kaya toast for tonite...

:)

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Monday, 15 September 2008

.:: False Pretense ::.

Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, it's set on false pretense


So much truth in that first verse of 'False Pretense' by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus....
Its happening to me again...
The time has come...

*sigh*

I've decided to let it go and move on....
I need to focus again and put all my energy into family and work...

Tomorrow is a brand new day...
I'm starting afresh...

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Sunday, 14 September 2008

.:: Iftar @ 5zal's Crib ::.


Yesterday, we were invited to have iftar at Faizal's crib together with some friends.

It seems to be a yearly tradition to have iftar at his crib and its potluck again. Since Ramadan started, its been a while we've not met up or had our lepak session at Rezki. So yesterday was catching up time.

While the men, watched soccer match between Liverpool & Man U, the ladies had our gossip session... hehe...

Thanks Faizal & Fathma... next year we'll do it again, ya... insya Allah..

More pics in here

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Thursday, 11 September 2008

.:: Break Fast @ Office ::.

Today I've worked late again after not doing so since Ramadan started.

Its my first time breaking fast in the office instead with my family.

Luckily Fad was around, working late too kalau tak, sorang2 sey buka puasa... So very the lemau!

And I can foresee more occasions of breaking fast in the office for the next few weeks. Bleargh....

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Wednesday, 10 September 2008

.:: Bubble Queen ::.

I'm making a public declaration of my sincere apology to Kuniang via my blog coz I 'bubble' her today... oops!

Kuniang, sorry hor! :)

I'll make it up to you, hokay....

Yes, I remember our pinky promise and come December I'll bring back Disney toiletries miniature for you even if it means for me to beg the hotel to give me an extra set!

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Tuesday, 9 September 2008

.:: Goodbye ::.

Secondhand Serenade never fail to rock my emotions each time I listen to any of their songs.... and here's another of my favourite.... Love it the first time I hear it!

*sigh*

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

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Monday, 8 September 2008

.:: Monday Not Blue ::.

This morning a very familiar song, which used to be a song I've shared with someone was being played on air.... It did bring back fond memories and by lunch time, I send that someone an sms just to say hi.

Its been a while we've not heard from each other. Subsequently, he called me and we chatted for a while.... Its nice to hear from him and glad that everything is okay for him and family... I'm impressed that he could still recall on certain details about me (which I didn't expect him to) :)

On a seperate note, here's someone (else) I'd like to blog about in today's entry (as promised)....its about his major accomplishment for today...

To the one who never fail to read my blog when he's at work ever since he knew its existence, and since its just a click away (like what he mentioned)....

To the one who discovered the existence of Yakun and Munchy Donuts at Toa Payoh on the first day of Ramadan...and

To the one who declared that his 'girlfriend' is my 'best friend'...

CONGRATULATIONS for coming to work early today and completing your paperwork which you have been procastinating for a long while! Keep up the good work ya... and besok bole continue sorting the paperclips according to size and colour, hokay?!

Hehehe....

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Sunday, 7 September 2008

.:: Snuggle-Snuggle... ::.

Why do weekends end so fast?

So what did I do over the weekend? Though Sunday's not over yet...

Hmm...lemme see...

Yesterday, Bebeh suggested to go Geylang in the afternoon and be back home to break our fast. I declined coz the mood is not there yet to check out Geylang and on a hot sunny day? Arrggghh... No, thank you... I'd rather be somewhere else where there's aircon... so I suggested Vivo instead... So off we went to Vivo and Ikea after that...

As for today, was snuggle -snuggle up day...Just lazing around...watching TV, surf the net and catch up on sleep! hehe....

Its been a while we've not laze around & snuggle up at home especially on a Sunday and it sure feels good! This is what I call..R.E.C.H.A.R.G.E!

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Thursday, 4 September 2008

.:: Shouldn't Have Done It ::.

I've not yet forgotten of the unfateful discovery...

Although I have moved on...

Although life goes on...

Memory still lingers....

The wound has dried up and the scar is taking place...

But I've done wrong too...

And I'm at fault too...

Shouldn't have done it...

Things would have been much simpler...

And I'm sorry...

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Wednesday, 3 September 2008

.:: Early To Leave... ::.

Hokay, its been 3 days in a row or should I say since last Friday that I've managed to leave the office before it was sunset... hehe...

Its Ramadhan afterall and I must be a good daughter / wife / mommy and behave... work can wait for a while.... Nothing beats breaking fast together with my family.... at least for this whole week, ya... :)

Work was manageable for the past few days despite going back early and the only thing that is bothering me is the blasting aircon at work which made me go bbrrrrrrr.....C.O.L.D!

Most of the time, my friends and colleagues will see me putting on my hood like this while working....


Hehe.... Hmmm...maybe I should dig out for some old gloves to put on too but darn! I've only got like one riding glove instead of a pair coz lost the other one in Laos after the accident! hahaha...

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Monday, 1 September 2008

.:: Post Birthday Ramblings ::.

My birthday was on last Friday but till today, I'm still receiving well-wishes and gifts... hehe.. so sweet of my loved ones....be it family or friends....

And of all the gifts I've received, this one made me laugh out loud while ripping off the gift wrapper....


Very the sengaja kan? Given by the naughty duo, Faz and Nurul... Of coz the mastermind was the one who die-die tak nak mengaku that he is 2 months older than me! In denial of his age, always....

They said that I'm always having PMS on every Monday so they decided to get this for me on top of the actual prezzie... pfft! And yes, I can share the supply together with Kuniang & Fad as their PMS day falls on Wednesday and Friday, respectively...hahaha!

On a seperate note, someone didn't wish me on my birthday... not that I was hard up for the well-wishes...but he usually never forgets.... I guess, people moved on, huh? And unanimously, 3 people (on seperate conversations) told me that possibly a new chapter in his life has occupied his time... Yeah possibly and I wish him well for that....and I've moved on too....

Btw, today being the first day of Ramadhan, I didn't work late :) And here's wishing all Muslims... Ramadhan Al Mubarak...

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