Saturday, 31 July 2010
.:: Never Knew I Needed ::.
It was quite late and received a buzz from MSN...A friend wanted me to listen to this song...
It explains all...
And true enough, we are both a rare and unexpected friend to each other....
Thank you for everything...
A twist of fate has brought us back closer and here's to a lifetime of friendship....
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)
You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always
~Ne-Yo~
Thursday, 29 July 2010
.:: Angels Cry ::.
Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let meWell it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I can't tell you lies
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words can't hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
~The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus~
Labels: song
Monday, 26 July 2010
.:: Near & Strong ::.
The time is nearing and I hope I can stand strong...*fingers crossed*
Labels: Reality Bites
Monday, 19 July 2010
.:: Not This Time! ::.
The real challenge ain't here yet...But rather 2 weeks later....
Coz thats the stage where I normally falter and become soft-hearted!
But not this time...
I'm not gonna let it happen!
Even if suppression gonna lead me to depression....
My imaginary walls ain't gonna go down!
Labels: Reality Bites
Thursday, 15 July 2010
.:: Misguided Ghosts ::.
I'm going away for a whileBut I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction
'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles
Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
A broken heart and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just
Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles
~Paramore~
Labels: song
.:: The Truth Prevails... ::.
C.R.U.S.H.E.D!That's how I feel when I know the truth that hurts my emotions and ego...
This is not the first time but it will be the last time I've allowed myself to be so naive by your actions... Told you before, I'm capable... and yes I found out the ugly truth the hard way!
I have relingquished my whatever position you wanna name call me. Strike me off from your long list as I think I've done my best and beyond your expectations at most times for these past years. Its time for a new taker for my 'post'... I QUIT!
Oh btw, I have a name and don't name call me with a general name which you use on others as well!
Being used, I was told and now I have to agree to that. Someone else told me not to be overconfident and the worst have yet to come! Well, now its in sight and bring it on!
Labels: Reality Bites
Sunday, 11 July 2010
.:: My Immortal.... ::.
Your current favourite song is still there after this one ends... But this one is my current priority!I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
~Evanescence~
Labels: song
Friday, 9 July 2010
.:: Special Request ::.
What's the big deal of just changing to a song specially requested by someone?Nothing compared to a room at sky garden in a lavish hotel as a birthday gift?
Suddenly feel so inferior but then again... this is just what I can afford... haha!
So hope you are happy with this current favourite song of yours appearing for the 2nd time in my blog... and having my current favourite to give way to yours....
Anything for you (within my means)!
May you have a safe trip to the Land of Thousand Smiles....
Life is short... Ride hard!
Tuesday, 6 July 2010
.:: Exhaustion ::.
Mentally and physically exhausted!When will this be over?
Getting numb or probably dumb?
I'd rather lead a normal professional life...
Like seriously...
Perks aside... I don't need them when I can't even reap my own benefits & entitlements....
Fark! *oops!*
In need for a BMW session with my Sistez4Eva to unwind....
And btw, there'll be no more overseas vacation till year end!
Great... just great!
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites
Thursday, 1 July 2010
.:: Attn : Mr Multistrada a.k.a Mr Yek ::.
2nd entry for the night. This one is more on a cheerio mood and doesn't deserve to be shared together with that earlier entry full of anguish! Hehe!This one goes out to you, Mr Multistrada a.k.a Mr Yek....
You seemed to be back, out of nowhere, stalking my blog again huh?
Since when you've obtained access to surf the net from your office again? I thought it was restricted?!
Or is it from other available connection? Hmmm... I can't seem to locate your IP address and probably from a secured network huh? Benci ar! :p
Anway, I'm ecstatic that at last you've gotten your dream bike after the long wait and yes, you've succeeded in making me jealous.....
You've made me miss FD6S all over again when I saw you riding that red Multistrada the other day...
And yes, I'm mentioning it again and this time officially in my blog that the sound of that Multistrada is such a turn on.... oh hell yeah! hehe!
Please tell your partner, she's one lucky pillion, hokay!
Hey, with a powerful ride like that, please conquer the road and travel the world! 1000km day ride is way behind your league... Pick a new challenging route will ya?! hehe!
But remember, safety comes first... when you see enticing corners, get down your bike and push through the bends ya?! Lol! *personal joke*
.:: Blood Boils! ::.
I was SUPER PISSED this morning when I read an email from a team member. Pissed coz her work etiquette SUCKS BIG TIME! When everyone else in the team are scrambling against time trying to play a part in running an enforcement team, she can't even do a proper housekeeping of documents and checking things properly before sending out an email to the whole world! And mind you, everyone else in our department would DIE to do her kind of job which is simple, routine and SAFE! And yet someone couldn't even keep up! Grrrr......I definitely did threw tantrums in the morning and I didn't give an eff! With blood still boiling, I left for a course to be attended. Luckily, situation was salvaged by the time I was back during lunch... BUT salvaged in an unprofessional manner (so of her) but I don't give a *beep beep*! If that important document was lost, she'd deserve a shout, nah make it a big loud roar from me! *ROAR!!*
Orang lain kerja macam nak rak... macam nak mampos kat luar... sedap2 je nak hilangkan document? CB... KNN ar! *oops! pardon my french!*
And just for the record, I'm normally able to control my emotions well but not this time... She's getting on my nerves!
And one more thing, I'm not having PMS ya!
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites