Tuesday, 27 October 2009
.:: PMS ::.
I want to sleep!I'm in PISSED MODE SYNDROME!
You, happy now, Silly Rookie... and consider this an update?
Labels: Ramblings
Thursday, 22 October 2009
.:: I'm Sane Again! ::.
Being on a bike .... feeling the wind against me and with music blasting from my IPod has always given me the time to rewind and reflect, while my rider and bike are zooming past familiar routes..That is like one of the very few moments which I can really think and ponder... seriously... I've been always doing it when we go for rides... and those moments which make me very very sane and very grounded to reality...
Those are my private moments to myself where I can think about everything and anything which needed to be sorted out or planned or to work on...
So being missing from riding for more than a year has absolutely done quite a handful of damage to my emotions and thoughts lately...hehe! I got rusty in the head....and my heart was roaming aimlessly...
When I get the privilage to ride again last weekend, it never felt so good...even though we got soaked in sweat and later on drenched in the pouring rain. I felt like being resurrected from the the dead!
Therefore, I would very very much want to ride more often even if it means borrowing friends' bikes to do that till FD6S is ok to hit the road again....This is just to get my sanity back or rather retain my sanity... coz if not, Ms Hyde is definitely gonna take full control and Mrs Jekyl will be so dumped and left to rot at a corner.... And I don't want that to happen!
Labels: FD6S, J n H, Ramblings, riding
Monday, 19 October 2009
.:: "Comeback Ride" To KL ::.
Its been more than a year Bebeh and I had not gone riding. So "38" came to the rescue and covered FD6S duties while he's still recuperating.
On Saturday, 13 riders, 4 pillions and a family in a car went for a ride to KL. We decided to do a long way round to KL rather than the normal route via the highway.
Upon reaching Mersing, Zul Big Bird's motorbike had some problems and refused to barge even after some tweaking done by the experts. He decided to leave it at one of a local motorbike shops after diagnosed it with a suspected fuel pump problem. He hitched a ride in Abg Man's car instead.
Not long after we proceeded with the ride, another unforeseen situation happened. This time, it was a minor accident between a GS1200 Adv and a cow!
A herd of cows were by the roadside and I recalled Bebeh was doing his intermitent braking, trying to warn fellow riders. One of the cows was just indecisive and that's when the accident happened. Thank God, rider, pillion & bike only suffered minor scratches.
The next test of our endurance was when after Pekan the weather turned sombre and there was a heavy downpour till at one point we just had to stop at a petrol kiosk as the visibility on the road was bad.
We reached KL at about 6pm and it was about a 12hrs ride from Singapore! Although most of us we initially soaked with sweat and later on drenched with rainwater right up to our socks and undies, we were all in positive spirit. We stayed at Crown Regency for the nite and left on Sunday.
The ride back home wasn't really that smooth as our group of 6 bikes got a lil lost in KL while trying to find our way to the highway.
The next pit stop for rest and petrol was supposed to be at Ayer Keroh RnR. Due to mis-com (was it?) the other group left us and headed to meet us at Pagoh instead.
Other than these few glitches, all of us had fun and hoped that more of such rides, minus the glitches to come.
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
.:: Back Again! ::.
When I thought that hope was all gone..."38" came to the rescue to re-live the legacy of FD6S...
Well, he's merely covering duties of our Gelande Strasse..
I'm so excited and looking forward to our trip with friends to KL via the long way...
Nothing beats the feeling to be 'back again'!
Labels: riding
Thursday, 8 October 2009
.:: Bitch, Moan & Whine (BMW) ::.
I'm not too sure on where to start and how to end.... Let's just say I'm in a mess... ? Juz lemme ramble a couple of stuff here to let off steam, hokay?I've seemed to lose the drive and excitement when comes to work... seriously... and I've been dragging myself to work almost every other day... My team mates are fine... But the mundane feeling has set in too deep. I'm demoralised by work etiquette of people whom we depend on and it has probably caused this topsy turvy feeling about work.
My passion in photography and posting photos online has gone down the drain too.... Well that's almost kaput! I did take some photos during the Hari Raya season and believe it or not, I've yet to upload them to my lappie, let alone upload online! Bringing the camera almost everywhere but never really has that excitement to snap shots like I used to.
Nowadays I feel so physically tired, emotionally battered and mentally unstable! Felt something amiss in my life at the moment... Dunno what's that though... *sigh* Could it be the long absence of pillion riding FD6S? Probably.... That bike has been gone too long from my life that it has ripped a part of me....and left me hollow and empty! FD6S, please get well soon.... I need you to make me feel sane again!
Lately, I feel so strongly that there is a Jekyll and Hyde in me... but then again, aren't those 2 characters do exist in each and every one of us? Its just a matter if Hyde's character is suppressed well enough before it takes controll over Jekyll's role fully. Personally, I feel that Jekyll and Hyde have to strike a balance in us, depending on situation and that will add more colours to our life... Don't you think so? Hmmm....
Oh ya, I did mention earlier that I'm emotionally battered... Yes and I've given up trying in whatever means to resolve my emotional turmoil.... I'm just letting it be and come what may.... I'm going with the flow and juz bring it on!.... Resistance is not in my blood.... not this one, for now... But I've sort of figured out when its time to move on.... Now is not the time... yet!
Anyway, sometimes I do wonder about myself.... Life has been treating me alright.... So far, so good, Alhamdulillah I'm thankful.... Meanwhile, I've got frens and family members who are in deeper shit than myself but yet they seemed much stronger than I do.... So why the hell am I complaining so much?
Howell... I'm only human and at times I do need to Bitch, Moan and Whine... B.M.W... Get it? Hehe...
Labels: FD6S, J n H, Ramblings
Thursday, 1 October 2009
.:: Not When... ::.
Focus is something which I cannot do...Not when my mind and my heart are not in sync...
Not when I've yet to find a solution or a reason to move on...
Not when I know its not right but it feels so right to me....
Not when I've taken a step forward but was retracted 2 steps back
Labels: Ramblings