Monday, 9 January 2012
.:: Ramblings Of A Working Mom ::.
Work is getting more and more. It's like taking most of my time and the only proper break I have is over the weekends.There are nights where I had to work late to clear stuff. After office hours is the best time to gather my thoughts and clear some paperwork.
Nowadays, I try hard to be home early as Ilyas is schooling in the morning session, especially if Bebeh is in the afternoon shift. Someone gotto check on his schoolwork.
At times, I felt that I'm a terrible mom who can't afford to be there for him, not only for guiding him in his studies but also as a moral support to my only son. There are nights I'm home early but sometimes I'm just too mentally exhausted to do anything except seeking solace in my room.
I'm trying hard to juggle my career and being a mother. I want a balanced life and I hope I'm able to see my son grow up. I don't want to be home when he's already asleep and only had a chance to say "hi" in the morning before he goes to school.
Neither do I want to neglect my career when now I have to prove my worth to my bosses when they had just promoted me last year.
I have faith in myself and I think it's all in setting my priorities straight. On top of that, time management is the essence of a success in a balanced lifestyle.
And I am in pursuit of that essence...
Labels: Ilyas, Ramblings, Work
