~ The Mosaic Of My Life Continues... ~

Monday, 26 September 2011

.:: A Low Moment... ::.

If you are one of my loyal blog readers, you'd notice my yo-yo attitude about friendship. To be frank, I'm currently facing a low moment about the attitude of some of my friends.

Some got too caught up about work that I began to drift away them. I'm currently having some bingit issues with this one. Haha! Seems to be too obsessed about finishing work that made them forget to stop and smell the roses.... No matter how hard I try, I can't help them if they are not helping themselves!

While another is doing the disappearing act! No respond via msn or sms. I've done my part and I can't hold on forever... Dunno what went wrong! Hope you'll be back someday...

I told myself previously, I can't hang on too much on friendship... people come and people go whether I like it or not. Definitely it hurts for me but I can't change the way things are, at times...

So, I've gonna put up with my 'I don't give a shit or a damn' attitude and move on with life. They are after all my friends. They will come back eventually. If not... too bad then... Its our losses but its not gonna be the end of the world for me. Its gonna be tough, I'll miss them but then again, do they really give a shit about me?

Hmmm...

If I could turn back time, 2007 is the year I would want to return to. That's the year when I was so carefree and my focus in life was only, my family and riding. Friends were in my picture but was not much of my priority back then.

Oh ya, that would also be the year where I was still having my spleen and no broken bones yet! haha! Hokay, lame joke but then again, back then, I was a much simple person with lil worries about life...

Howell, enough blogging about crappy stuff. Like it or not, I gotto move on and shift my primary focus to my family instead, which reminded me about this funny quote I read somewhere...

"I'd like to thank my family for loving me and taking care of me. And the rest of the world can kiss my ass."

~Johnny Frank Garrett, Sr

Labels: Friends, Ramblings, Reality Bites

hayabusa_b@be @ 7:32 pm

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

.:: A Disgrace! ::.

I must say that I'm quite affected with the attitude of a particular supervisor in my unit. He's attitude definitely has tainted my impression upon him even further, as some of us know how sux his attidude could be at times...

If I was the customer, who happens to be from another Ministry, I'd have a negative impression upon my departmart or even my company. Tsk tsk tsk...

Isn't there any protocol in serving customers or at least the decency to wait till your customers leave, irregardless if its beyond your working hours?

Such things, need not have standard protocols but at least, basic working etiquettes!

Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites

hayabusa_b@be @ 8:44 pm

Monday, 19 September 2011

.:: Four Men & A Lady ::.

The Flamboyant One
The one whom I tried to live without but no matter how hard I tried, I'd ended up going back to square one. Our communication level is a love-hate cum hot & cold kind. But we synchronise easily be it thoughts or opinions. Nobody can understand us except us. So, there's no point explaining further then... :)

Let's just say, our trust for each other is far beyond comparison. He who charms with his flamboyant characters and not many knows the pain beyond his cheeky grins. An upfront facade he has and only few knows the real him.

The Cautious One
He who has yet to find an inch of trust in his heart to share his stories with me. He ponders and he frequently takes a step back, each time his heart opened up a lil bit.

Among all, the one I'm comfortable with and felt free to share my darkest secrets with. Till trust he has, I shall keep mum. For I believe, communication is a two way traffic.

Of late, distance is what I felt. Sadness and frustration I can feel from him. May he find light at the end of the tunnel and for that light maybe an answered prayer for him.

The Philosopher
Almost every conversation with him is mind boggling. He who made me think and be wary of my answers to every of his questions. The one who would awaken the theorist in me.

It is always refreshing when exchanging ideas or point of views with him. We don't really communicate often but when we do, there's no looking back! At times, I'm like a debater, who would listen carefully and would rebut back with my views...

The Biatch
He's the one I would run to when I'm in need to bitch in the office. Be it office gossips or whining on personal matter. He's always there for me in the office.

No matter how trivial my problems or worries are, he'd always offer a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear. Frequently, he would threatened to throw his shoes size 7 at me if I were to lose focus with work!

And above all that, his life problems are more serious than mine....

Today, I realised that I'm lucky to have all four as my friends. They are dear to me and the best part is that, I'm much luckier to have Bebeh as my life partner, a husband and a soulmate as he understands me for being close to each four of them in their special own ways.

So, probabaly I should stop complaining and enjoy life to my fullest coz not every woman is as lucky as me!

:)

Labels: Friends, Ramblings

hayabusa_b@be @ 11:38 pm

Sunday, 11 September 2011

.:: Miss U, Kuniang ::.

I'm testing out if I can upload pics via mobile blogging...

This was taken a few days ago when it was Kuniang's last day of work..

I'm so gonna miss her...