Monday, 25 April 2011
.:: Fiery Flame ::.
This fiery passion is beginning to flicker weakly....What's in the name of passion when we can't experience it, feel it & enjoy it?
I dunno if its time to let go....
Maybe I should...
Age is catching up and probably I should change my focus of interest...
Yeah, change to knitting & sewing? Lol!
Ah crap! Another Monday filled with gazillions PMS hormones, perhaps?
Hokay, ignorge me... probably need some sleep.... but then again, I'm serious about the portion that my used to be fiery passion flickering weakly now....
And it doesn't even need a gust of wind to put off the 'fire'.... Trust me! :(
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites
Sunday, 3 April 2011
.:: Burning Books ::.
In my Facebook account, I added this quote :"Friendship is like a book. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write one!"
I came across this meaningful quote through one of those forwarded emails and decided to include it in my FB. So much truth in that few words.
I must admit that I'm not proud of 'the very few books' which I've burnt in the past. But its either something painful that I have to do or its because circumstances which led to it!
But it doesn't mean that I didn't feel bad or guilty on the choice I've made 'to burn those few books' and there's not a single day which I don't think or miss these few people who used to be part of my life for a moment in time.
I'm not sure if there's gonna rekindling of lost friendship and I'm not sure if its worth it but one thing for sure, moving on ain't easy and yes, I'm still struggling!
At times, I'd have my 'what-ifs' moments (yes Cik, I do have them but not as frequent as yours! :p) and wonder if what I've done and what I've chose is something right or would situations be better if I've not 'burnt those very few books'....
I finally derived that what I did was to my advantage. This is to prevent people or situations hurt me any deeper or confuse me any longer... Total cut-off is what I need to 'stabilise' my emotions and re-evaluate on what has happened and gone wrong.
And yes, in other words, it was another way of building my imaginary walls up again...
Labels: Friends, quotes, Ramblings, Reality Bites