Sunday, 29 November 2009
.:: Confidant ::.
Time is an essence and time will heal all wounds. Yes I believe so. Over time, my emotions are almost normal again... Perhaps I REALLY have moved on?A few days ago, has proven it all. I was there for you but only as a confidant and nothing more. I'm not expecting more from you and neither were you.
I like that and hope to stay that way for a long long time. Have faith in me and I'll stand by you as your confidant...
Till the end of time... I promise!
Labels: Ramblings
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
.:: Down ::.
Back from riding trip to kampong Kuantan....together with Hubby and my brothers.... I'm the only pillion....
Photo updates are up in FB.... and this time round we gave almost instant updates as long as there's free WIFI in Kuantan.... and comments from friends kept pouring in even before we reached home!
We even have this 'forum' page of 'Zul Sayang Yati'....hahaha! Only 4 of us but enough to bring the house down at Kuantan!
And again going for rides makes my head clearer and my heart ever more determined.... I guess I don't need all this 'extra curriculum' or excess baggage of emotions.
Anyway, now I'm down and I'm at home with a day of MC.... Down with a throbbing headache, a blocked nose, slight fever and throat inflammation... Taking my meds soon and going to lala land!
Friday, 20 November 2009
.:: Emotional Therapy ::.
Tomorrow I'll be donning my riding gears again...Need to feel sane again and have my moments to myself where I can think properly again...
We are going to ride to our self proclaimed kampung and that's Kuantan for those who doesn't know!
Nah... FD6S is still 'unwell' and its not "38"... this time, we are riding Din's Beast...
I'm having this feeling that its gonna be a wet ride again....but its ok.... its the ride that matters...weather and terrain are just making it slightly more interesting!
So juz wait up for updates ya peeps.... meanwhile need to get my head straight and reset my heart to its normal condition again!
Therapy to the emotions is on its way...hehe!
Sunday, 15 November 2009
.:: Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow? ::.
I was looking for a song to append in my blog till Babe mentioned about this song yesterday. As usual, I'm his song down-loader (got such word? hehe) for each song he request, I guess I never failed to get it for him...So told him that I'll be putting this song in my blog since I've got no song in particular....Although such a sappy and lemau song, its actually kinda catchy....
And Babe, if you are reading this.... Can you please stop being emotional... stop requesting me to download sappy and lemau songs? And...CB ar! hahaha.....
Lyrics:
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
Will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sighs?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
And you say that I'm the only one, the only one, yeah
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?
I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Yeah
Labels: song
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
.:: Que Sera Sera... ::.
I'm tired of anticipating....I'm tired of hoping...
And I'm tired of thinking that I've done it....
I have resent myself to fate...
Que sera sera...
What will be will be...
Disclaimer - *for now...*
Labels: Ramblings
Thursday, 5 November 2009
.:: Views Of Life ::.
Life can be so fragile and totally unpredictable...I know... Been thru shit and bounce back to face life again... It wasn't my time yet...
All these while I've done nothing but Bitched, Moaned & Whined (BMW) and so little did I realise how insignificant my problems are compared to others whom I know... till today...
The news made me stop to ponder about life and about 2nd chances.... I'm given a 2nd chance to see life from another angle and I think I failed to do that...
I think its about time I 're-position' myself and view it at another angle...
Enough of seeing life from a microscopic view and fret over nitty gritty stuff ... I rather start viewing it from wide angle view and make the best out of it...
Labels: Ramblings
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
.:: Could It Be? ::.
I think I'm almost there... seriously...It feels good to feel normal again...
I hope I'm not speaking too soon...
I dunno what made me 'normal' again...
Could it be time?
Could it be I'm bored and had enough?
Could it be its leading me to no where?
Probably, this phase of my life is almost over and I'm moving on...
*cross fingers*
Labels: Ramblings
Sunday, 1 November 2009
.:: Damage Control ::.
I'm caught in a web of deceit and I'm not even one of the star players....As an observer and listener, I've spun my own web of confusion and agony instead...
My emotions were at risk for permanent damage and I'm not ready for that... Did some thinking for a while and thanks to the recent ride to KL...
My mind was getting clearer to where I wanna head... I'm never more focus to achieve my goal and to head where I want...
All these while I've gone beyond than what is expected of me to do and I've excel even in areas which I'm not suppose to be.. hehe!
Anyway, life's too short, yeah... but it doesn't mean I need not use my head and a lil from my heart to throw away my life just like that!
The wakeup call is getting louder and clearer...
Labels: Ramblings
.:: Blueberry Cheesecake ::.
How funny that our conversation via MSN ended tragically over the topic of cheesecake? Not any other cheesecake, but the Blueberry Cheesecake from Starbucks found ONLY in KLCC...*Eyes roll*
The last few hours of conversations we were just being so bitchy with each other and never have I typed "CB" and kept swearing at someone this many! But at the same time I was laughing out loud over our childish acts.... Ahakz!
And yes, we ended our chat by saying that we hated each other.... tonight was one of the nights I felt very lousy and I felt that the time is nearing? I'm not sure but I badly wanted to...
:(
Labels: Ramblings