Friday, 29 May 2009
.:: Crumbled Confidence ::.
Someone has successfully crumbled my confidence...my confidence in upholding the intergrity of the meaning of friendship...My sincerity on friendship was doubted and that really hurts me a lot coz I happened to know that person for years rather than months...
Sometimes, knowing a person much in depth, truly surfaces the true colours of him/her...
That someone has caused a whirlwind of confussion not only to me but to others too and has triggered me on how I see the perception on friendship at a different angle.
I was emotionally disturbed since yesterday, not on the whole situation but rather on how that someone has really succeeded to falter my confidence in friendship when nurturing friendship is one of my forte.
It was bad to the extent I totally wanna give up on the true meaning of friendship when I don't see a point since my sincerity was doubted.
Some people may think, what's the big deal? Those who are close to me know how much a big deal is the word F as in friendship to me.... Didn't I juz blogged about how much I was afraid of losing friends prior to my wedding?
Anyway, thanks to friends (who were affected and equally confused on this recent hoo-hah) who reassured me and made me realised that I shouldn't let a person's judgement affect me while there's others out there who appreciates and treasures my friendship offered to them.
