Friday, 29 May 2009
.:: Crumbled Confidence ::.
Someone has successfully crumbled my confidence...my confidence in upholding the intergrity of the meaning of friendship...My sincerity on friendship was doubted and that really hurts me a lot coz I happened to know that person for years rather than months...
Sometimes, knowing a person much in depth, truly surfaces the true colours of him/her...
That someone has caused a whirlwind of confussion not only to me but to others too and has triggered me on how I see the perception on friendship at a different angle.
I was emotionally disturbed since yesterday, not on the whole situation but rather on how that someone has really succeeded to falter my confidence in friendship when nurturing friendship is one of my forte.
It was bad to the extent I totally wanna give up on the true meaning of friendship when I don't see a point since my sincerity was doubted.
Some people may think, what's the big deal? Those who are close to me know how much a big deal is the word F as in friendship to me.... Didn't I juz blogged about how much I was afraid of losing friends prior to my wedding?
Anyway, thanks to friends (who were affected and equally confused on this recent hoo-hah) who reassured me and made me realised that I shouldn't let a person's judgement affect me while there's others out there who appreciates and treasures my friendship offered to them.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
.:: Till The End Of Time... ::.
Dearez Bebeh,9 years ago when we got married at this very date, I was unsure if I've done the right thing. I was worried on having to lose all my friends who were dear to me and were significant in my life at that point of time. Coz people said, once you are married and especially if you are a wife, you have to focus on family.
And now 9 years later, I'm here looking back and laughing at my own silliness for being worried for nothing. You have been a great husband who has never curb my freedom especially when it comes to friendship.
In fact you have been too understanding that at times I felt bad. There are times, you've let me have my own space with my friends even to the extent of going out with them or chatting online with them till the wee hours of the morning. And I know not many husbands can do that when most of their their wives' close friends are of the opposite sex. But you did and its your trust in me which is priceless. Thank you for that, Bebeh...
Thank you for just being yourself ie, funny, simple, caring, no fuss and irritating at times..hehe!
Thank you for giving me our wonderful gift, and thats Ilyas, the joy of our life...
Thank you for bringing me to places which I'd never thought I'd go and let our adventure spirit bring us to more destinations, be it with FD6S or Su.
And lastly, thank you for having that aura in you that calms me down each time there's a wave of anxiety or uncertainty in me....
You complete me, Mohammad Isham...
Happy 9th Anniversay!
Loving you...till the end of time...
Yours forever,
Yani...
Labels: Anniversary
Sunday, 24 May 2009
.:: Bebeh's Birthday ::.
13 years ago, we merely knew each other and there we were on a date on your birthday. Gave you Davidoff's Coolwater as your birthday present and there was no turning back since then...
Happy Birthday Bebeh! And more birthday celebrations to come in the future....
May you have a pleasant journey thru life, together with me, Ilyas, FD6S & Su..
I love you.
Labels: Birthday
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
.:: The Mind... ::.
The mind is a powerful medium....It brings you to places you'd never imagine...
It controls your emotion to the extend of making you 'numb' and instead allowing a different emotion be channelled out...
I'm simply intrigued with how one's mind can endure the pain which the heart is bearing...
Thats the beauty of the mind...where freedom can be found and nobody can stop you...
For that, I'll see you in my mind and I'll have you in my thoughts...
:)
A wondering mind...
Labels: Ramblings
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
.:: A Science Filled Day ::.
Yesterday, Ilyas wasn't schooling. So we both took leave and decided to bring him to the Science Centre.Ilyas was so excited and going thru the different areas in the Science Centre. We then watched IMAX movie on Sea Monsters at the Omni Theatre.
Spent almost 4hrs at Science Centre and was fun.... Here are some of the pics taken...
Sunday, 10 May 2009
.:: Fantastic 4 ::.
Hokay, firstly just wanna update u peeps that I've uploaded my PD pics into Multiply and some in Facebook... Go help yourself if you wanna view... No mood for creating links!And here's the only pic which I wanted to post in my blog at the current moment.
Thanks to Sara's newly bought Omnia phone and thanks to Silly Rookie for editing and posting it in FB... I kinda like this pic...
And of course, not forgetting the people in this pic (Silly Rookie, Babe 2, Ironman 2 & Myself) which made it look cool...
:)
Labels: Friends
Thursday, 7 May 2009
.:: Disgusted! ::.
I'm so disgusted with myself!Don't know what I was thinking and where I'm heading!
All these gotto stop NOW!
I mean it! God, help me...
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
Labels: Ramblings
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
.:: Been A While... ::.
I'm suppose to post pics of our short getaway to PD last weekend but I'm as usual, procastinating... Ain't no mood to upload the pics yet...Trip was ok.... had fun... as long as I'm away from Singapore and even if it means to return to PD, the sleepy town I'm fine with it...
There's a couple of stuff which I wanna blog about and its been boggling in my mind.... but I guess I'd rather not... let's juz hope I'll be able to think rationally, using my head and a lil from the heart...coz most of the time, it works...
And yes, Silly Rookie wanted me to mention this and that is I lost a bet with her today and she'll be getting her free PizzaHut lunch soon. Anyway, its worth it to lose the bet, although I'm not gonna exlain in details what is it all about....
Btw, Chu and Imah has become a proud parent of Adriana when she 'arrived' on 2nd May. Congratz to both of them and we'll be visiting you and lil Adriana soon ya...
Lastly, juz wanna mentioned something over here to one of my avid blog readers (although not many) and that's Babe... Hey, hang in there ya... stay strong, everything is gonna be fine and whatever happens I'm always here for you....thanks for trusting me...
Hokay, that's about it for now.... hopefully able to upload pics by tomorrow evening? Meanwhile, the telly's demanding my attention! hehe...
Labels: baby, Friends, Ramblings