Wednesday, 20 August 2008
.:: Detox Day 1 - Failure! ::.
Morning I was caught up with a meeting and things was working well. Before lunch, I've created a new playlist with no sappy songs in it...During lunch I told Kuniang details about my unfateful discovery last night...She shared the same sentiments as me... Why? Yeah, why is the right question to ask...
On and off Kuniang kept checking on me via email and towards the end of the day, I sort of mellowed down after doing some thinking.... Me and my lousy principles! Bleargh....
I've decided to use the theme 'Forgive but not forget' but Kuniang said, someone told her if you still can't forget it means that you still can't forgive or something like that.... Well, is that so? I dunno...
Sometimes, its better not to know so much coz you may not be ready for the truth....that happened to me...but what the heck...life is short, wish I could ride hard but FD6S is not ready...
I've always tried my best to be there and ready for friends even if it means just pure entertainment like talking crap just to pass time.... but today I was in no condition for that... at times, guardian angel need to mend her imaginary broken wings or her broken halo too.....Afterall, she's still human!
Seriously, I'm not sure if I'll ever be the same again... coz what I've discovered last night made me change my perspective towards friendship, again.....Haiizz...see I told you so.... didn't I blogged about friendship stuff recently? Tsk..tsk..tsk
Ok enough of crap talk...lemme just move on... I'll get over this, don't worry....
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites
