Saturday, 30 August 2008
.:: Thank You ::.
Thank you for the well-wishes...Thank you for the smses, calls & emails...
Thank you for the gifts...
Thank you for the surprise team party...
Thank you for the handshakes & hugs...
And thank you for remembering....
Labels: Birthday
Thursday, 28 August 2008
.:: Remember Me... ::.
... So breathe in so deepBreathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep ...
Tuesday, 26 August 2008
.:: Think Positive! ::.
Had tea break with one of my friends and we were like talking stuff... Then she was sharing that all this while, since my accident early this year, she has looked up upon me as a role model! ....She felt that I've gone thru much trauma physically & mentally but yet I was able to be so positive towards life...and with that she kept on reminding herself that she could overcome any obstacles with a positive mind too...
Whoa! To hear that from someone was like making me felt honoured and touched... Didn't expect that and didn't know I had such influence... I told her that maybe I had too much of positivity in me that nothing can bring me down for long.... hehe... macam real je!
I shared with her my moments after the accident, when Din Manager told me that I had a broken arm and a badly dislocated angkle, the next thing which struck my mind was that "Its ok. I'll walk again"..and was looking forward to a long break from work! Hahaha.... Yes, that was how I turned the bad situation into an advantage to me instead....
Well, I may be scarred for life with ugly scars on my angkle, my body and right up to my arm, but nobody can scar my spirit unless I allow him to do so.... Wah! So blardy phylosophical of me..hehe!
But of course I still do have my crappy Pissed Mode Syndrome dayz ya... can't escape from that la.. :)
Labels: Ramblings
Monday, 25 August 2008
.:: Quote... Unquote ::.
Last week, I was kinda down when I was thinking abt friendship and stuff...I was still trying to figure out the true meaning of friendship when again and again I was the one who felt hurt, betrayed and used...
I was pondering on why must I care about others when they don't care about me as much as I cared about them...
But then I came across some of these quotes, emailed by friends and reading them do make a lil bit of sense....
"To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason,
And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend..."
"Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive quickly,
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile..."
"Life is a waste of time,
Time is a waste of life,
So get wasted all of the time,
And have the time of your life..."
Hhmmmm.....
"Life is short...
Don't give a damn...
And just let me have the time of my life, can?..."
Hahaha.... So lame but this one is my very own crappy quote ya...
Labels: Ramblings
Thursday, 21 August 2008
.:: Data & More Data.... ::.
It was nice hearing "Cinta" by Flop Poppy being played on air this morning... If only it was "Masih" even better... hehe...My day was super busy complete with having to go for a site inspection and rushing on a deadline of data cleanup which need to be submitted by tomorrow morning... Brought home the blardy data and yeah sort of complete it already... I've done my part of 'shit cleaning'!
Oh yes, been working late straight since Monday and dunno if I wanna stay late again tomorrow...I'm tired and cranky... Felt like I've lost my quality of life since I've buried myself with work lately...
Talk about tomorrow, I need to focus on another sets of customers visit data which needs to be manupilated into the blardy system...and I've only got tomorrow to do it ya...
Blardy hell! @#$%
Ok time to go to lala land... ciao peeps!
Labels: Ramblings
Wednesday, 20 August 2008
.:: Detox Day 1 - Failure! ::.
Morning I was caught up with a meeting and things was working well. Before lunch, I've created a new playlist with no sappy songs in it...During lunch I told Kuniang details about my unfateful discovery last night...She shared the same sentiments as me... Why? Yeah, why is the right question to ask...
On and off Kuniang kept checking on me via email and towards the end of the day, I sort of mellowed down after doing some thinking.... Me and my lousy principles! Bleargh....
I've decided to use the theme 'Forgive but not forget' but Kuniang said, someone told her if you still can't forget it means that you still can't forgive or something like that.... Well, is that so? I dunno...
Sometimes, its better not to know so much coz you may not be ready for the truth....that happened to me...but what the heck...life is short, wish I could ride hard but FD6S is not ready...
I've always tried my best to be there and ready for friends even if it means just pure entertainment like talking crap just to pass time.... but today I was in no condition for that... at times, guardian angel need to mend her imaginary broken wings or her broken halo too.....Afterall, she's still human!
Seriously, I'm not sure if I'll ever be the same again... coz what I've discovered last night made me change my perspective towards friendship, again.....Haiizz...see I told you so.... didn't I blogged about friendship stuff recently? Tsk..tsk..tsk
Ok enough of crap talk...lemme just move on... I'll get over this, don't worry....
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites
Tuesday, 19 August 2008
.:: I'll Move On... ::.
Sometimes, I feel that I'm too naive....yes still naive even at this very age and I hate myself for that!!!! I've just discovered something and thanks ya for bursting my bubbles, again!For now... 'my walls' are up again!
Life is too short and for that, I'll move on..
"Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu
Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa penggantiku
Jangan dilupakan aku..."
~Hujan~
Labels: Friends, Reality Bites
.:: Red Fire Extinguisher & Red Underwear ::.
Do you know that I can never plan my day ahead at work? Things will never work out the way as planned.I've always felt like I'm carrying an imaginary fire extinguisher to work, fire fighting on ad hocs everyday. Or at times, I felt like I'm wearing an imaginary 'red underwear' on the outside, trying to be a superwoman who's trying to multi-task...
And my 'fire' is dying out.... me experiencing burnout pretty soon....
God please help me!!!
*Its ok... breathe in, breathe out, Yani*
Labels: Ramblings
Sunday, 17 August 2008
.:: Konvoi Von Der Gelande Strasse ::.
Last week was Fad & Ita's Wedding.
The bride's brother initiated a convoy and here's a short vidz during the entrance of the bride & groom together with a convoy of 13 BMW GS.
I call this "Konvoi Von Der Gelande Strase" or Convoy Of The Gelande Strasse...
The bride's brother initiated a convoy and here's a short vidz during the entrance of the bride & groom together with a convoy of 13 BMW GS.
I call this "Konvoi Von Der Gelande Strase" or Convoy Of The Gelande Strasse...
Friday, 15 August 2008
.:: Tragedi Oktober Vs 11 Januari ::.
This entry is dedicated specially to an old friend of mine who's in delima...
He'll get this in Oct 08, the one & only available but its not his choice of colour...
However, if he's patient enough, he'll get his dream bike with his colour of choice only in Jan 09 the earliest...
Such tough choice to make... To buy or not to buy (now)...hehe! Temptation is such an agony... So good luck, my friend and may the force be with you...
As for Bebeh & I, we are very much contented with our FD6S which has brought us almost everywhere and now in the process of a makeover after the mis-adventure in Jan 08.
Labels: Bike
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
.:: L.O.L ::.
Today I've experienced the true meaning of Laugh Out Loud!Have you ever laughed so hard that you almost felt like peeing in your pants? And to make things worse, the blardy loo was not even close to you?
Well, I did!
Hehe..
Labels: Ramblings
Monday, 11 August 2008
.:: No Wonder ::.
No wonder last week I was super cranky for the whole week....It was like a week full of raging hormones!I wasn't myself and poor Kuniang gotto entertain me at office while Bebeh went with the flow at home..
Today it explains....hahaha....
While today I was back being my ownself, someone else was at cranky mode each time his full name was called out!
" What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet "
~William Shakespeare~
Ok bye! :)
Labels: Ramblings
Sunday, 10 August 2008
.:: Wrist-Off ::.
Its been 2 days I've not used my wrist support.
Alhamdulillah.
Been 6 long months I've worn the wrist support as I had a 'wrist-drop' after the operation to insert a titanium plate to support my fractured humerus. My surgeon explained that the recommended plate size was slighlty bigger than my humerus and doctors need to shift my nerve a bit thus causing a wrist drop. Recovery of the nerve was a long and slow process and my surgeon's estimated recovery period was about 6-18 months.
Recently, I can flexed my wrist a bit but my palm is still weak. I still can't get a full grip from my right hand. Since my wrist has recovered, I found it a bit awkward wearing a wrist support so I decided not to wear it anymore. Its ok, gimme some time and things will improve, insya Allah.
And yes, got lots of comments & teasing from friends each time they see in in wrist support. A lot of name callings like 'Rocker Chic', 'Boxer', 'Bowler', 'Michael Jackson wannabe' and etc...just name it and their creativities run wild!
Well, I'm glad those days of wearing a black wrist support are over, hopefully for good! Need to get my right hand working actively again....
Labels: recovery
Thursday, 7 August 2008
.:: Pissed Mode Syndrome ::.
Today, my left ankle hurts since morning.I've put on the ankle support again. The feeling sucks, hokay?!
Btw, is there any link between the pain on my ankle and my head? Coz, today I can't seem to focus or maybe it has been that way for the past few days? hehe...
Anyway, I took off my wrist support and tried typing normally. A bit slow but I've made some progress. So there's something to cheer me up a bit..
On a lighter note, yesterday, I didn't work late and I did have my cup of ginger tea together with some friends at our normal hangout... :)
And of course I'm
Labels: Ramblings, Reality Bites, recovery
Wednesday, 6 August 2008
.:: I Badly Need... ::.
I badly need a cup of ginger tea...I badly need a chill out session with frens...
I badly need a break from work...
I badly need a hard knock on my head....
I badly need to get my conscience straight!
Labels: Ramblings
Tuesday, 5 August 2008
.:: Movie Nite & Shoutout ::.
Both Kuniang & I didn't have any mood to work late in the office. Last minute, we decided to catch a movie...Had dinner at Long John and we watched the 7pm show.
We watched Mummy 3 : Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor.
Anyway, tomorrow is her birthday. Here's a shoutout for my Kuniang...
Happy Birthday Erica @ Kuniang!
Stay happy, may you be blessed with happiness and good health always!
And thanks for being there especially during my PMS (Pissed Mode Syndrome) days at work... Love ya loads!
Monday, 4 August 2008
.:: S.T.O.P ::.
I must STOPNot learn to...
*Kuniang, please lemme bite you, can?*
Btw, thx for the chat in ofis and at msn ya....I needed it badly!
Labels: Reality Bites
Saturday, 2 August 2008
.:: I Can't View My Own Blog ::.
I can't view my own blardy blog!%^&*
WTF!!! Arrggghh!!! Bingit!
What's wrong with blogspot???
Afternote : Ok problem rectified liao! Its my blardy blogpatrol...gotto remove the link which means I can't monitor who visited my blog already! Chet!
And I know my blog's peeping-tom is happy about this... :)
Labels: Ramblings
.:: We Rode To Rezki ::.
Yes, you've read my blog title correctly. But nah, it wasn't with FD6S but instead with my bro-in-law's Wave 125cc...Hehe..Jadi lah!
Almost 7 long months of break we didn't ride a bike and managed to do it only just now when we went to Rezki...
Felt so good to be on a bike again, feeling the wind against me, listening to my favourite playlist and singing along to familiar songs...
Bebeh, bila nak ride lagi jauh sikit? Hehe....We'll wait for the return of FD6S ya...Wohoo!