Saturday, 19 July 2008
.:: Friendship ::.
I've told someone recently that I'm a tough cookie when it comes to friendship and holding onto it... But I'm pretty lousy when its time to let go.....Friends come to me naturally when they needed someone to talk to or just be there for them, but when they've move on, its seems that I've yet to and its hard to...
At times I felt like I'm a friend for a reason...only there when needed... well am I? Been in that situation a couple of times and its always hard to pick up the broken pieces...
Why am I such a softie when it comes to friendship? Why can't I be like some, who'd just abandoned friendship and be selective on who to mingle with? And don't give a damn about others....wouldn't that be great or would that make me even more miserable? I don't know....
And why am I blogging about this friendship thingy? Its because that I'm scared.....scared when its time to let go again....For years I've built imaginary walls to stay away from friendship (ie being too close to friends) but recently, my imaginary walls are crumbling slowly.....
So God, please be there for me and help me when the time comes....
