Monday, 5 January 2009
.:: Time ::.
The house is quiet, with Bebeh out for his night class and Ilyas is fast asleep...I've never felt lonelier....
Only the songs from my playlist are entertaining and accompanying me at the moment...
Still thinking about the events that happened earlier today....
We just have to move on, I guess....
Time will heal all wounds and only time will tell....
Will it? I dunno...
In years to come, we'll still be here, my friend....
I hope...
On a seperate note, after what has happened, I just got this strong urge to refrain myself from being close and comfy with any friends coz I just dunno why that it hurts.... Seriously it hurts.... and I'm not so sure whether time will really able to heal all wounds.... I doubt so...
I seem to recall past friendships which come and go...friends who were there for me and gone after everything's okay....or should I say moved on, rather than gone....
I hate picking up the broken pieces while reminising the past.... Gosh! Wtf am I rambling here? See? I can't even get a grip of myself.... So isn't it simpler to just stay focus with family and DRAW a clear line with friends? Lesser headaches and heartaches for me coz I'm too emotional and I think too highly of friendship, especially when a strong bond has been established.....and if anything happens to friendship, I'm the one who got hurt, I'm the one who gotto pick up broken pieces of my life.... I don't want to go through it again!
Can I prevent any friends from being a part of my life for the time being? Don't need you to be there for me...just let me handle myself... Can? On the other hand, can I survive without having any friends around me?
I dunno.... Just gimme some time, hokay?
p.s - There's no other song that suits my current mood perfectly other than this song, 'Sahabat' by Aizat.... Irony isn't it? I mean, my mood and what I've just blogged about.... *sigh*
Labels: Friends, Reality Bites, song
