Monday, 29 December 2008
.:: Never Been Perfect ::.
Today, work started at the new workstation. Not really, looking forward working there coz the office looks kinda dark and gloomy. I hate it coz there's no windows at all and being a visual person, I felt clastrophobic!The past few days weren't that okay for me. I miss somone....I know Bebeh misses that someone too... But life has to go on. Each time, the person's name was mentioned, it brought tears to my eyes and there's a heavy tug in my heart. It seems everything and everywhere reminded us of him and that wasn't easy for us.
For all we care and irregardless of his wrong-doings, our friend has always been there for us, especially at times when we were down. That was enough to prove his friendship to us coz we know, not many friends can do that but he did. For now, its only silent prayers that we can offer for his well-being till things are settled. This time round, we'd like to offer our sincerity of our friendship by being there for him instead. We may not be able to offer much except that we'll wait patiently, no matter how long it takes for his 'return' to us, his family and friends.
I've changed the song to this blog again and a friend suggested Linkin Park's "Leave Out All The Rest", the OST from the movie, "Twilight". And when I saw the lyrics, I'm close to tears again or in fact, I've cried.... yes, it meant something....reminded me of my friend whom I miss....especially when I read these verses of the song...
"When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you"
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p.s - To the other friend who suggested this song, thx ya... Belakang, boleh? :)
Labels: Friends, Reality Bites, song
