Wednesday, 18 October 2006
.:: Sedated & Pregnafied ::.
Today is the 3rd day Pakcik is in the ICU, he's been heavily sedated but he looked much better, to me....At least some of the swell has gone down...One of the staff nurses updated Bebeh that Pakcik's condition is stabilised, at the moment and the dr's plan was to sedate him and see how thing goes from there.....Alhamdulillah...
Going back into ICU sends jitters down my spine coz it opened up my memory's floodgate on my late mom-in-law....2 years ago we had to spend for almost 2 months in AH's ICU but she managed to pull thru for another year before she left us.....
It saddens me to see Pakcik in that condition....can't help but felt as though he wanted to share the pain which Mak went thru....the love he had for her was boundless....
On Monday, I had to control my tears when we were checking Pakcik's handphone to call out his siblings and found that his hp's wallpaper was a blurry picture of Mak which he took a snapshot (using the hp) from an old photograph......Although her photo was not clear, it didn't really matter to him coz I felt that he just wanted to see her face & feel close to her, always.....
On a lighter note, I've learnt that one of my dear cuzzins has gotten 'pregnafied' as she mentioned in one of her comments...hehehe...so CONGRATZ emiliAduka! Can't wait for the arrival of another Sury's or Sooray's (as spelt in my mum's IC) extended familytree....hehehe!
