Tuesday, 7 February 2006
.:: Compliment & The Call ::.
Today was the last day of course....we had this group project & after my group's presentation, there were questions imposed to us and as the group leader, I managed to answer them.....or bluff my way thru!Least expected, our lecturer complimented the way I handled the questions given to me....she said, I was cool and able to answer them well, under pressure....hehehe....
She even complimented me again at the end of the course and I told her it comes with the job.....I guess, facing & listening to difficult customers almost everyday has made the 'cool' person I am today! hahahah....like real! Anyway, felt nice to be complimented & appreciated....
Chu smsed me to say that he won't be going to the Hatyai trip over this weekend with his buddies due to financial shortage and while we were sms'ing I received this call & guess who?? It's bro po whom I haven't heard from in ages!
Bro po's an old fren introduced by chu
(chu, i noe you are reading this, so juz bear with me & forgive me, k?)
There's one point in my life where both my bruders, bro lo & bro po were close to me, they were there for me when I was falling into depression due to pre-wedding blues & facing a conflict with a close fren...till now both of them are very dear to me for i appreciate them being there when I needed support most....
Recently, due to some personal conflicts (which i don't want to elaborate) chu seemed to give up his frenship on bro po.....leaving me caught in between and I guess, bro lo is not aware of this....
Due to his nature of easy going, taking things / frenships for granted, forever busy.....appears when he needs favours, bla bla bla....bro po's not even aware that chu has 'pangkah' his name from his list to the extent of erasing all of bro po's contacts from his hp!
I understand chu very well and frankly speaking I'm kindof sad that chu has made up his mind not to regard bro po a fren anymore....However, I understand and respect his decision....I'm caught in between as I really really love them both and to me frenship is precious!
Seems right now my mind is not really working that well to 'act' councilor and try to patch things up for both of them or at least convince chu to change his decision but.....i sincerely hope one day i can change the current situation to a better ending instead of a bitter one.....
